cuz

i'd be lyin to say i didn't realize, the friends of yours all specialize in influencing minds t'ward euphoric times and euphoric crimes, i seen warnin signs i was never blind, in fact you'll find, in the heart of my rhyme, i'm scared. i think i mighta saved you, but i never dared, now i'm stuck wonderin how i coulda cared, but still did nothin

Your dad called, he can't find you// what do i say, knowin the bullshit that i do?// your dad's gotta know what i told him was untrue// cause i left out the part 'bout smokin bud after high school// with that weight on my conscience, it's my heart i just lied to// With that weight on my conscience in my heart i cut ties too// and i sit back alone with that wet shit that eyes do//cause all i can think is of memories of us two// and as memories go, all i know is there's too few// so i try and i try to make myself hate you// and forget the good times we had with the old crew//but i'm lyin inside cause it's love that i owe you// So if you ever need me you know that i feel you//but i have to live right and it's me that i'm true to//so cousin of mine, just dont forget that i love you.